darkprincess

I’m currently experiencing the pain i have feared to feel for the past years. Pain that i knew would come soon, but still i tried to flush it out of my mind.

I’m on the edge of breaking down. Oh yes, i might as well just jump at the boulevard today. As i type, rain keeps pouring down. I notice every time i feel sad especially when i cry, the rain really comes to console me. Mind you, it  may be weird but it helps.

I realized a lot of things today. I realized I’m so fortunate to have my friends, they make life easier to live. I realized that i am really blessed to have someone who is incomparable to anyone in this world, he was always there, during the happy, sad and even those boring days of my life. Quoting Robin’s words "Hindi ka na makakakita ng tulad niya." I agree. n_n

Lastly, before I knock myself down on my bed, i realized that "Not everything that perfectly fits, fits forever." oh yeah, you might’ve guessed it. This is a text message.

Before i bid goodnight, i want to tell myself "AJA! Kaya mo yan Eunice!" And to the two of the most treasured and loved people in my heart, i wish you happiness and love. I will always be here for both of you. At least i know you’re in good hands.

_i don’t pretend to be happy, I just pretend to be unhurt…

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