darkprincess

I had my past.

It’s over.

Time to start a new life.

Before, I had my chocolate, my prince, my dream boy and some crushes.

Now, I have you, my now, my everyday, my future. n_n

Arigatoh! Saramhamnida! awoo…

_loving with all my heart one last time, hopefully

but if ever things go as unexpected

always one last time…

In the name of the Father, and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

_I Love You I Love You! Lord, before i sleep. Thank you! Love you Papa! Please take care of the people i know, especially those dearest to my heart. My life may not be perfect, thank you for giving me your blessings though i don’t deserve it. I hope i can be your instrument.

Lord, i wanna be in heaven with you right by your side i’d stay worshipping you

my days,

i will leave and die for you..

This i ask in Jesus name. AMEN.

I’m currently experiencing the pain i have feared to feel for the past years. Pain that i knew would come soon, but still i tried to flush it out of my mind.

I’m on the edge of breaking down. Oh yes, i might as well just jump at the boulevard today. As i type, rain keeps pouring down. I notice every time i feel sad especially when i cry, the rain really comes to console me. Mind you, it  may be weird but it helps.

I realized a lot of things today. I realized I’m so fortunate to have my friends, they make life easier to live. I realized that i am really blessed to have someone who is incomparable to anyone in this world, he was always there, during the happy, sad and even those boring days of my life. Quoting Robin’s words "Hindi ka na makakakita ng tulad niya." I agree. n_n

Lastly, before I knock myself down on my bed, i realized that "Not everything that perfectly fits, fits forever." oh yeah, you might’ve guessed it. This is a text message.

Before i bid goodnight, i want to tell myself "AJA! Kaya mo yan Eunice!" And to the two of the most treasured and loved people in my heart, i wish you happiness and love. I will always be here for both of you. At least i know you’re in good hands.

_i don’t pretend to be happy, I just pretend to be unhurt…